bitter lollipop...

yeah weekend again !! only weekend than can blog le bahs cause will be very very busy in camp can't take off or leave le ...so many thing to do 4ntm , ndp , guard duty and parade after parade.maybe is a good thing bahs when someone is busy sadness will not bother him hahaha ..just work and work no need to think of anything yeah !!

was thinking very long what to blog actually, ytd wanna blog de just too tired plus got drink so cant blog ...alright same is a sat need to go for ndp rehersal but but but after that i going chalet !! wahaha so long nv go le althought is with family but think will be fun bahs hahaas think i going to late le haven prepare and i need to reach floating platform by 2 pm hahaas.

when saw your blog was actually touched and happy about the post .but i think the lollipop wont be sweet anymore le .i just don't understand when you got him y still bother to find the lollipop .no offence .i am thinking for these few days .is it really a lollipop will make you think of me or is just to make me happy ?? anyway still have to say thanks for looking the whole shopping mall for just one insignificant cherry lollipop .have to admit was been pull back when i know that post .well well well , not mine is really not mine .no one will go find a lollipop for someone when that is no reason .and last thing hope the picture is still with you bah.was given so much hope in the end i still fall le .but i am recovered le ...if ask me got hate you think no bahs ...if angry think still got abit bah...but don't worry i always unhappy thing very fast de.so stay happy yea and goodluck for your exam !!


arghh late liao die !!byes !!

the real goodbye

how should i say leis? every thing end le but the happy guy is not me afterall.

don't know you will read this a not but this will be the last message le.

Thanks for the days we all went out together althought is not a date but at least get to see you huh. the pic will be the most precious thing to me .dun feel guilty or anything to me cause i will be fine !! can't wake you up le ,you must takecare of yourself okay?must drink water okay weather in sg is not good always nag at you make me sound like a ah ma okay .today waking you up is last and the most happy thing le ,somehow feel quite relieved le .keep on dragging no one is happy bahs.write all this thing is not because i emo okay , just wanna say the things out.yup of cos we will still be friends .alright have no regrets for falling in love with you, have no regret in anything i do for you, at least i get to try .just that cant win your heart cause your heart have no space for me but is okay lahs .last of all , bless you and him will be sweet and happy !! after all i think he will cherish you more than before !!

GOODBYE !!


alright ppl later going btt hope i can pass okay !! hahahaa

happy papa day !!!!

happy papa day !!!haha maybe next time old liao is my turn my kid say this to me huh !!sound so old lol

anyway , raining sians !! but cooling huh so boring lahs no mood to studyfor my btt .tml sure fail again de .want to drive car also so diffcult..hmm hope tml can pass !!!


okay shall blog again. BYES !!!




p.s i miss you !!

20 june 2009

hear joshua blog songg find it nice sio .emo song but meaningful.the title is deep and meaningless by rooster .nice !!

hahaha okay i think i back to normal le bahs !!! cannot emo le .

to HER:
saw your blog hmm dun worry won't emo de i know is hard for you .afterall is a long relationship .yeap !

CONFUSE !!!

is been 3 days i didn't get to have a good rest le .72 hours i think i only sleep for 6 hours the most bahs think i crazy le ...hais

Friends ;

thanks for all the support you all have given me .i want to take the advice you all haven given me , i try today .wanna cut off everything ,even her number nearly delete but just couldn't do it really.is always take very fast to fall in love de. to give up but i haven try is a nonono to me .unless she tell me that she have no feeling for me than i will give up.sorry linda these days been so down .whenever reach home first thing is just dun wan be alone ... alone will anyhow think hmm...

still dun know want to sleep ma ? really tired walk home from mrt station can took me 30 min normally just need 15 min..hais ...

TIRED !!!

okay , blogging at this time is quite weird huh now is 5.30 am of 18 june 2009 !!! no choice to keep my self awake need to find something to do !! need to book in later !! i am damn tired !!

okay i cooked one super big bowl of noodle for breakfast dunu know can finish anot ,nvm shall eat and blog at the same time !!

hahas today nice day !! went to meet linda joanna and vanessa for dinner at town .accompany vanessa to cut hair too. most impt thing is i get to send her home !! sorry the whole journey never talk much .see you so tired think let you rest in bus is better bahs !!

after sending her home went over to linda house for mahjong !! middle of the mahjogn session hear some news.suddenly totally no mood for anything !! hmm was thinking of her all the while .but iam okay now le hahas...okay got to go le ciaos !!

HAPPY

here to blog !!! hahaha totally no time to blog sio too busy le !! wahahaha .

okay sat 13 june a fun day man !! went to sentosa with bear , joshua , jonathon , weiyen , linda ,joanne , rosental, vanessa and and and joanna !!hahas well lucky the weather still not bad sio ... not so hot but also never rain lols !! take alot of pic but all wiht linda lazy to take and upload .after sentosa went to watch movie at junction 8 very long nv go there le !!watched DRAG ME TO HELL okay watch that movie cannot have weak heart wor or else sure get heart attack de lols !!not bad the movie lols !! okay after that all of us went to linda house to play mahjong !! TIRED !! play untill 6 than go back home sleep awhile than meet bear for lunch. always i watch him eat cause i eat at home le lols ...after that went to northpoint meet the same ppl for singing session !!wah two days full of activity sio !! tired but is okay worth it !!hahaas after K they went to eat and watch firework while i go home lols !! hahaha and after they watch movie we...we..we went to linda house and play mahjong and yup iat linda house play mahjong !!bear and i nv play sians liao hahaha just came here to slack slack lols !! so tired sia but cannot sleeep cause later need to book in sians sia !!!

okay lahs shall blog next week wahaha bye !!!

P.S :i will not be a player from the day i fall in love with you !!

FUN TIME !!

okay here to blog ! haha another night passed with joy and laughter !!

hahas okay ytd night went to club ne again !!! hahas no choice pay haven come that y huh !! okay same thing bear bought beer and he spending too much le . have to say THANKS to him cos he make the party ytd night . this time round our guest is linda and yiwen lols !! play bball ,sweating is always so wonderful !! hahaas have some drink !! hahas and of cos chit chat session everything say that night will be forget the next morning !!!

hahas okay party end at around 1 plus i think .

today 10am bear call me !! suprise is bear wor !! usually is i do all the waking up call de ,today special huh !! went over 233 eat breakfast !! porridge !! from sec sch eat till now is always so nice okay after the breakfast went over to bear house for mahjong !!

hahas tired man !! now play mahjong always tired dun know y .
okay now i am home today still ahve to book in sio !!!
nvm hahas later will accompany bear for dinner !! (BRO , i know one person eat meal is very boring de hahas althought i never eat but can pei you ma lols )

ciaos !!

FRIDAY NIGHTS !!

IS SATURDAY !!! but think i going to stay at home bahs boring !! no choice must wait till next week than got pay !!!

anyway shall blog about ytd night !!
is always fun to slack around and chit chat play some game and of cos eat some fingerfood with drinks !! hahas
ytd meet up with bear to have dinner afterwhich cant decide a place to go , so went over to joe house to slack first and plan the programme for that night .as usual we decide to go to ne club to slack again . yes is again !! hahas but this time round we bought beefball mushroom seafood ball ,taiwan sauages and some bread thingy !! not bad huh !! okay so meet up with xiao thien than went over ne club soon after felicia came.is really been awhile i have seen her .yeap !!
okay fun time also end fast .end party at around 3 ??cant remember le ahhahaa.
but went to bed at 4.30 lols cause chatting with some one . ahhahaas

okay so that all about it .dun know what shall we do for today haish !!

hey people!!

okay people , i got my blog re-opened !!! hope this time round i wont close it le huh ! can't promise that i will blog everyday but if there is any event i think i will be blogging bahs...ahahas okay that it ..

hmm...recently kinda of addicted to lepak-ing at club NE le lols !! a nice place to slack and talk about alot alot alot thing !! happy or sad everythign will just come out from ur mouth .haha

okay a short post , bye all